I Know I'm Not Over You

I know I’m not over you…

When I constantly check my phone waiting for you to text me

When we go out, try something new and I pretend to like green-tea

When I do my hair only to get your attention

When I take some of the blame just to join you in detention

When I put on a dress and uncomfortable pair of heels

When we skip class to hang out, spend the day together and share meals

When you say you want to talk late at night and I fight to stay awake

When it takes me seconds to forgive you for a mistake

When I make excuses about how I couldn’t find someone and ask you out to events

When we talk about the past and I share a history of embarrassing moments

When you ask me what’s wrong and I make something up because I can’t say it’s you

When I describe you to other girls as the perfect guy; if only you knew

When my heart aches every time you mention some girl that’s isn’t me

When I go all Shakespeare as I bid farewell to my heart that I offer to thee

When I know I’m writing this and all this time I’ve been thinking about you