Thursday, May 31, 2012

Blown Away ☂



Life is wearing me out… I’m fading away.
So weathered, like a yellow leaf trembling as I stand
Autumn have come blowing me with every windy breath
It’s a long way down; it’s so far from the ground

My skin is pale, I’m breathing heavily
Carrying my burdens around - With an arched back I waste away
Wrinkles cover my face, coughing the years of pain
Infected, and it’s making my body shiver
Caught the Life fever; and no prescriptions for this one...

Chasing the unknown – Jumping for stars
But my fingers barely touch dust
The higher the leap, the harder the fall
Catching flaming rocks that never shine
Burn marks that scar on you failure throughout the years
The harder the fall, the deeper the sleep

World of illusions - Of running in the sand of time
Of being huffed, and puffed and blown away
Of running out of fairy dust and happy thoughts

A reality of lost in the woods
Of kneeling on your knees and praying the lord for survival
Of pieces of heaven for you to gaze at its beauty
But my dear friend, you can never come close to the forbidden tree 
And have a taste of its pleasures

Existence of surrendering to the big bad wolf 
Of taking a bite of the poisoned apple
Of time frozen at 12 o’clock and the magic is all gone
Wandering around with your pumpkin carriage and coal slippers

As the days roll and every little speck of sand dances its way to the end of the flask,
It gets harder to fight through and go on…
Hold on tight, find for yourself a shelter
For just when you'll think it's safe to stand back up, 
Winter will howl on you its thunders and rain...




Rain, rain, go away...
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Sunday, May 27, 2012

Mirror - Lil Wayne featuring Bruno Mars



...You looking at me but I'm looking through you
I see the blood in your eyes
I see the love in disguise
I see the pain hidden in your pride
I see you're not satisfied
And I don't see nobody else
I see myself I'm looking at the


Mirror on the wall, here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You've been my only friend
You told me that they can't understand the man I am
So why are we here talkin' to each other again?
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Sign The Petition!


Sometimes, I love to spend my free-time watching series. When I find that show - that perfect show that makes you want to watch the whole 3 seasons in two days - I get attached to it immediately!
I was recently addicted to the 'The Secret Circle' Series. By watching  just the first episode, I found myself stuck in my seat watching four others straight in a row! It had mystery, imagination and without a doubt that 'I wanna know what's going to happen next' feeling!
It was such a tragedy for me the day I found out that I can no longer continue watching it because season 2 was canceled!
So please, to whoever reads this, sign this petition! It's a great show, it deserves a season 2!
http://www.gopetition.com/petitions/please-do-not-cancel-the-secret-circle.html

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Friday, May 25, 2012

Dear Diary, We're Walking Backwards


Dear Diary,
The other day, I was sitting in a hair salon and just waiting for my turn to come. In a situation like this, I usually just grab my phone and pass the time by chatting with a friend, checking Facebook or I might even check a magazine on the near by counter.
But this time, it was different. I was trying this new salon, and I couldn't help it but get distracted by the people there. Young woman who made me feel like the women's movement is moving background.
With just sitting among them for an hour and hear them converse about their lives, it was more than enough to make this judgement about such a generation. 
With every word that came out of their mouth I wanted to flee while I still could instead of being trapped in my chair and have my IQ decrease by the minute!
Have we really become this shallow? This empty minded! What happened for wanting more to life than just sitting around gossiping about others and making fun of people who do want to go places. Have we really set low standards for our selves to settle for with the idea in our heads that it's great that way?!
What happened to wanting to work hard, succeed in life, and face the world with our heads held high?!

To being a fighter and standing strong?! To having an interest other than appearances and Saturday nights.
To those young women I met, it wasn't important at all to get an education and empowering yourself with skills and knowledge.
My generation doesn't differ that much. A lot of my friends in the 21th century who attended my school have gotten married at a young age and not even acquired a high school degree!
It's such a shame that we have reached such a level. Where have all the real women go?!
How can we seek to be equal and even better than men when we settle for second place...






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Wednesday, May 23, 2012

'Daddy's Little Girl' No More



Was just a simple ‘Daddy’s Little Girl’… His little princess.
Shielded me from danger - Gave me wings when I couldn't fly
Held me in his arms and promised me the world.

Woke up scared at night to find his arms waiting for me. 
Ran to him seeking for shelter; looking for a hero.
Held my hand and introduced me to the world... He was my all.
******
But ‘Daddy’s Little Girl’, isn’t that little any more. 
Said goodbye to yesteryear and have been walking forward for so long.
Those little girl clothes fir me no more
 I’ve grown taller, I’ve grown wider – I’ve grown up…

No more speeding to his arms to fight the monster in the closet,
No more sitting on his lap with not a care in the world, 
No more piggy back rides... No more having him around.
****** 
I’ve taken my first steps, said my first words 
And learned to ride the bike down the hill without my training wheels.
I can stand on my own… I have to.

The world have taken you away, I lost my crown. 
From princess to court with a blink of an eye.
Was greedy for so long – refused to share you for years.
Now, you’re everybody’s hero but mine…
****** 
Time took you away,
 distance came between and we grew apart… 
My future took you away.
The gap between us has been fed for so long
Mending a bridge seems merely impossible.

I’m no longer ‘Daddy’s Little Girl’
I fell from my crown… I’m all grown up now.




Goodbye To Yesteryear!
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Tuesday, May 15, 2012

اكتب


اكتب اليوم لكم...
اكتب لأنني أريد أن تفوح مشاعري كعبير عطرٍ جميل
فأريد أن أخبركم انني لازلت أسكن هذا الوجود
اكتب لأقص لكم بأنني لا أزال أعشق الكتابة
أكتب لأنني أريد أن اكتب، وسأبقي اكتب حتى النهاية 
حتى أخر أنفاسي، وحتى يحل النهار الذي سأغلق جفني للمرة الأخيرة

اكتب، فيهدأ قلبي من دم قد نزف الكثيرا
اكتب لأنني أحب أن اكتب
وهل هناك أجمل من أن يكتب الإنسان صفحات حياته
فيملأ السطور ذاكراً مغامرته ومدوناً مشاعره 

اكتب، لأنني أرى أن الكتابة غذاء الروح
لأن هذه الكلمات البسيطة تحررني من قيود هذا الواقع المرير
فتسحبني إلى عالم أخر حيث لي ألإختيار في من أكون

لعلي أحببت الكتابة لأنني فيها وجدت الإطمئنان وراحه الخاطر
فأكون أنا وحدي وقلمي يسمعني بكل دقة ووضوح 
فهو يشعر بي كما أشعر به - فيحثني على كتابة المزيد

اكتب... لأحدث عنكم
عن كل من خطا داخل قلبي 
ونمى مشاعري كطفلٍ رضيع
وأضمد جروحي وارسم البسمة على وجه فتاةٍ بسيطة
أحبكم يا من أشعلتم ناراً في قلمي
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Sunday, May 13, 2012

Life.... ♪♫♬



You have opened your eyes once and saw yourself being welcomed to this whole new entire world. Grew up day by day to become the person reading these words today. Came a long way from buggers and diapers to zits and ‘Does this shirt go with this bag?’ all the way to university years. Said your farewells to the days where ice-cream and balloons made everything okay and entered a world that’s bigger and beyond your parent’s shelters. Monsters are now bigger than the ones hiding under your bed and inside the closet and you can no longer depend on your mom and dad.
         
They say it’s like a roller coaster out there, filled with ups and downs. I don’t actually look at it as a ride at some theme park at all. It’s more of a car that’s heading 300km/hr and burning rubber; you either buckle up and enjoy the ride no matter how hard the wind blows in your face and no matter how many speed bumps you face or spend your entire life just struggling to keep up. If you’re not going to be able to handle the risk and fight for your presence you’re going to give up eventually and get left behind. 

This journey your taking is all about putting yourself out there and experiencing new things. So what if you get a little bruised or couple of scratches?? Life won’t be as fun if you played it safe! You once stepped on Lego yet you managed to walk it off; the story hasn’t changed. It’s just a new chapter with new characters filling the pages. You can’t spend eternity buying chocolate ice-cream; you have to be able to be open to new flavors and new ideas. Surrender to the strawberry taste as you welcome new colors and new turning points in your life.

Keep your foot strong on the gas pedal and keep in mind that when one door closes there will always be a window or even a crack in the wall where the sun light will creep and shine its hope upon you. Smile, smile, smile! Smile through it all! I’m not saying it’s not okay to burst into tears every now and then, but you shouldn’t morn forever. Life waits for nobody; instead of dwelling over the past, plan for your next step, learn from your mistakes and welcome what life throws your way as an experience. What you go through is just a fraction and a small portion of this existence, there will always be harder falls and stronger enemies, the fact that you manage to stand on your feet with that ‘I’m invincible attitude and scare the other team with your mad dog face’ you’ll do just fine.

Life?! Still something that puzzles us and leaves us wandering to a world where anything is possible. You’ll never truly find the answer for it’s not something with an answer key. Not a single book or an online search will ever give you the true meaning of it. The only way to find out about it to stop reading this and just head outside to discover it yourself; to embrace all what it offers.

                Welcome Life 
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Saturday, May 12, 2012

Run...☼



You might not have known this back then, but that moment you opened your eyes to the world outside and that time you started crawling on the living room floor; you started a race.
The second you walked into this weird universe of ours, you carried a number.
You're running... You're in a race...
Tight your shoe lace, wipe away the sweat and try not to run out of breath.
Do your best... Run...
Try to be the fastest, jump higher and leap as you march down the path of life.
Ya, it's more of a huge marathon; and if you're not focused on the prize and put your heart and energy into everything you do, someone will steal your spotlight and take that trophy from the palms of your hands.
All what you seek for - your dreams, your wishes - all depend on how hard you're willing to push yourself.
So, run... Don't let anything or anyone stand in your way.


Run, Leap , Jump
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♥Dreaming...

     

When dreaming, we're guided to another world; another dimension.
It's the place where our imagination flees and escapes boundaries. Walls that have been built would tumble and allow your wishes not to be held back behind bars in cell # B106; in that scary place you call reality...
It's those couple of hours that we desire; to close your eyes and run off to the world of gummy bear houses and cotton-candy clouds. The place where the sun smiles everyday and shines it's hope down on you.
We plea to remain there till eternity. I mean really, who wouldn't fight to stay asleep?? Who would dare to even think of leaving the comfort of a place like that??
We have this hunger, a longing to leave this dark empty shallow existence - this life we live when we're awake.
Let's go there... Drop everything from our hands
Let's go there... Make our escape
It's the place where sorrows have no meaning, where blind men can see, where the poor lives in castles, and where we all get along and stand as one!
It's there where I feel alive all over every night. My dear friend, "I'd sacrifice all those nights if I could make the earth and my dreams the same"-
My Dreams: A lot & Infinite...


I'll  never stop dreaming...
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Friday, May 11, 2012

My First Blog Post!

So it's Friday, May 11, 2012 - 11:14 PM .. And I am now officially starting my own blog! Not sure how things are going to turn out from this point on, but I'm definitely excited!
This blog is pretty much going to be about my experiences through out all the chaos that goes along. My words will be witnesses on what's happening on my side of the screen!
Even though I'm studying to be an Engineer, I have always been driven to the world of poetry and writing. It gets dull and gloomy every now and then; being able to flee and escape through words whether typed or written is a great way for me to survive and get through it all! 
I'm a little bit worried about how this blog thing is going to turn out...

Fingers Crossed!
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